Hello World

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Hello World, this is Ellie's Corner of the Internet. 

You see, I have a lot to say and maybe not enough people to say these things to but I don't want people to feel like they're obligated to listen to me.

This is my solution. The only people who will end up here will do so intentionally. The only people that will listen to my ramblings will do so intentionally. 

I want to be heard but at the same time I want people to want to listen. 

So here I am. 

Are you willing to listen?

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